This is the greatest privilege of all for me. I've found a real faith, been allowed to share it, and watch people take their share. I'm getting it back from you folks just as real and solid as I gave it. This is enough to die for.

I wanted to share something that simply does not feel like it belongs on the blog. No secrets or playing keep away, but this belongs to a slightly different audience.

If you've taken a look at any of the stuff I've written about Q and the troll army, and chased any links, you may be aware that they are selling this as some kind of "Great Awakening." Give me a moment while I retch. Trump is not the second coming of Christ, nor is he some divine emperor. But what bothers me most is that this looks, sounds and smells just like fascism. There are an awful lot of good things folks can do with this whole movement stuff, but this isn't just happy noise -- they take this seriously when they refer to a Great Awakening.

I'm praying that it not turn that corner into darkness.

Not because I fear what comes with that, but because it will mean a very harsh testing for our family of faith. It's like praying that "your flight not be in winter." May the Lord grant us mercy.

Ed recently posted a great history lesson on Biblical sex and marriage, particularly the views of the ancient Hebrews. It's not an easy read for some, since what we're "left with" in terms of this subject in America, has been through the ringer of a few thousand years of different versions of Western cultures. Some parts should strike you as odd, or even offensive.

Wishing it was "just different," or that they could simply change how things were is childish thinking. Societies don't work like that. One just doesn't replace one part of the society without greatly affecting the rest of it, and Americans are the worst in assuming that's even possible. I maintain that it's not impossible, and in most cases not even preferable. You only need to hear "solutions" to (perceived) problems in Middle Eastern nations to experience the arrogant imperialism that Americans have of their belief systems.

"Covenant Sexuality":

Quote:This is long and it’s going to be hard for some of you to understand. If you are too deeply pickled in the Western mythology of romance, you may be revolted by some of this. If you are able to see past that mythology, you should be able to understand that what it was like in the Bible is not necessarily a recommendation of how we do things today. But it should help you understand why it’s simply impossible for Western society to ever get it right.

The underlying assumption of the Old Testament was always the focus on the Covenant. The Covenant was utterly consistent with God’s design of Creation. Not in the rules, but in the call to commune with God in your heart. It is fundamentally a mystical religion. The rules were rather like what any parents would set for their children. Once you live with this for a while and grow up, you realize how valuable it all is, and you pass it on to your kids in turn. The boundaries were to keep you from hurting yourself, to condition you to see through the lies your flesh tells you.

So the Bible takes sex for granted as a human necessity. There was no artificial distinction between procreation and pleasure. All of it together was viewed as a critical element in human existence. To separate out the simple pleasure aspect was seen as deeply perverted. This is the root of moral failure in Western society, a society that denies the existence of the heart-mind. In the Hebrew mind, that was a repulsive perversion. If you didn’t engage your heart to lead your soul, you were already a threat to everything God promised.

In that ancient covenant society, they knew that men could easily grasp the necessity of keeping it at home. The way the various laws are structured, you can see that they considered women were more likely to wander than men. There was no insinuation that women were eager to spread it around, but that simply women were more likely to make a mistake about some things. It goes back to Eden where Eve was simply less able to see the moral implications of something that seemed okay. It was Adam’s job to think strategically about such things, but his sin was being lazy about it. This is echoed in the New Testament, where Paul warns that Eve was deceived, but Adam wasn’t (1 Timothy 2:14).

So for men the question is simply persuading them to be more proactive in warding off any threats to shalom. That’s because his wife is not equipped for that; God designed her to focus on other things. The covenant made lavish promises if you could keep people engaged in what they were designed for.

Thus, spreading it around on any terms was a threat to shalom. Humans are wired to be possessive about sexual favors. That’s not a moral flaw; that’s not part of the Curse of the Fall. That is God’s design. And if a man feels possessive about his wife, then he can learn to respect the possessive reactions of his brothers and cousins — this was a tribal society, the way God intended for us to live. Unlike most other Ancient Near Eastern cultures, Hebrew Scripture recognized that women were supposed to be possessive, too. They were granted ownership of their husband’s sexual energy, not merely his ownership of hers.

And we note in passing that, while limited polygamy was permitted along with divorce, Jesus pointed out that was not what God really wanted (Matthew 19). He was granting covenant men a little extra room because Israeli people were more difficult than other nations (Ezekiel 2:4; Matthew 11:16-24). And Jesus also pointed out that the Talmudic traditions that arose from Hellenized legalism were not at all a reflection of the ancient Hebrew mysticism. So Talmudic guidelines are not biblical; Jewish law is not Mosaic Law. We have to dig deeper into ancient Hebrew tradition to understand things.

In general, Hebrew men were considered too immature to start a family until they were nearly thirty. It also took that long to become financially responsible for taking care of a family and not being such a burden on the rest of the clan. But women were ready for marriage much younger. Thus, marrying your age peer was impossible. A man who was ten or twenty years older than his wife was quite normal. And there was no lower age limit for girls; it was simply a matter of the girl’s family saying she was ready. There was nothing lecherous about an older man picking out a younger wife.

Don’t get lost in the economics here; the issue was social stability as the fundamental element of shalom. Just so you’ll know, Hebrews had no custom of dowry. Instead, there was the “bride price” divided between the girl’s family and the girl herself. It was seen as a gift, not an obligatory payment. But the common assumption was that the man and wife became a team in building their part of shalom for the whole community. The rules and laws were aimed at this one thing.

Nowhere in all of this do we have the crass materialism and idolization of youth that burdens Western society. It’s not that Hebrew men were so reverent and holy; there are plenty of examples in the Bible showing otherwise. But you are obliged to read those stories and understand how wrong it was for them to lust after something that wasn’t theirs by grant under the covenant (same as women). Tenth Commandment, anyone? Prostitution was sometimes tolerated, but it was never accepted as a good answer to a tough problem. It was always immoral and destructive, and it was often idolatrous.

But the Bible does not separate out lust for children as a separate issue. It’s wrong to lust for sex outside of marriage — period. If a child was seduced or raped, there was no presumed trauma for the child, unlike the frantic hysteria in Western societies. That is, unless it was homosexual abuse — that was always wrong regardless of who was involved. But if the man was willing to take the girl into his household and treat her with the obligatory love and respect due a wife, that was the end of the matter.

Let’s make this clear: It’s not the desire, nor the sex act that was wrong. It’s the context that makes it wrong. Little girls are not traumatized by sex if the man cares about her and intends to keep the relationship going for life. Of course, he’s obliged to elevate her to partnership in his household. The problem is sex that isn’t based on shalom as the ultimate goal. The biblical definition of “rape” is sex with no intention of following through;* force wasn’t the issue (although needless injury was a sin). Whether adult or child, or any other creature on this earth, sex was always wrong unless it was with your chosen covenant lifelong spouse. The whole idea was to let God choose your sex partner. To ignore His wishes is the definition of sin.

Silly notions of how a romantic girl’s dreams might be dashed by marriage to someone she didn’t choose simply did not exist in Hebrew society. The Bible rightly assumes that two people living together would normally grow together in love. It might not be a match made in Heaven, but it would work out well enough within a tight-knit tribal society. They didn’t reverence a young girl’s finicky tastes in men any more than they respected a wife’s lust after other men.
That may seem harsh, but the feminist arguments are an abomination to God, and they are wholly inconsistent with reality. The reflexive reverence for female sexual prerogative is right out of heathen fertility cults (as are most traditional Western notions about manhood). The profligate sexual behavior of modern America is the result of feminist mythology wallowing in the Fall, not simply human nature. Feminism asserts the doctrine that men are rapists by nature; that’s a lie against God. Our society is so perverted because it rejects revelation a priori. You cannot possibly end child sex abuse until you end American society. Pedophilia is built into the West.

Our teaching never demands that we go back to ancient Hebrew society, but we darned sure could learn a lot from it. One thing’s for sure: Our American society with all the mythology and false expectations is damned. God’s wrath is falling on our sins right now, and it’s just getting started. If we continue ignoring the Fall and what God says is our reality today, we cannot hope to find any part of His blessings in shalom.

*(More precisely: Rape is sex with no covenant path to follow through.)

Quote:Again: We cannot ape the ancient Hebrew society. We can learn from their ways and their covenant how to discern God’s moral character woven into Creation. Your own personal heart-led wisdom, and your sense of mission and calling for divine glory is what determines how you should act in this world. But we build from the foundation of Christ, the living Law of God. It’s all about the Covenant.

If you feel called to it, go ahead and jump in on this fight against child trafficking. It is the defining evil of our time. But we know beyond all doubt that pedophilia is a social construct, not a fundamental sin of fallen human nature. The hysteria that makes people wretch at child sexual abuse is but one face of the idolatry of childhood that causes pedophilia. This in turn is caused by the rejection of the Fall, and the assumption that this fallen world is all there is, and that it can and should be saved. It’s the burning yearning to live forever in this fallen realm that causes the idolatry of childhood. The sexual attraction to children will fade when Western culture does.

It is our otherworldly orientation that kills the West. The West will not go away quickly or quietly. It will drag on seemingly without end, trying every way possible to infest other cultures. For us, it’s a matter of nailing it to the Cross (Galatians 2:20). You can kill the West for yourself, and only for yourself. It’s one of the worst manifestations of the cursed fallen nature. For us, it is the quintessence of why Christ died and rose again. We cannot remain Western and pretend to follow Jesus.

But the false Western brand of Christianity will be around for a very long time to come. We know this instinctively in our hearts. No one should pretend that we can engage a crusade to banish it from the earth. All we can do is distinguish our religion from that mess. But our faith roots are in Heaven, not on this earth. We need no institution to preserve our way of doing religion. Our religion is natural and grows out of a genuine calling from Heaven. If this virtual parish disappears and our teaching of Radix Fidem is forgotten, we know beyond all doubt that Our Father will keep true faith alive for His own glory.

Don’t rest on the structure; let the structure grow out of the real foundation — a genuine sense of calling and a heart-led commitment to Christ. Every time you take a moment to pray, stop and reconnect. In your soul, take a moment to reorder things once more to ensure genuine conviction is the root of your existence. Don’t get locked into your religion as an expression of faith. Be ready at any moment to discard elements of religion that don’t fit the moment. Religion is a construct, not the truth itself.

We had short, but very violent torrential downpour the other day in the Pittsburgh area. I took this photo from my front porch right after it ended, which was about 8:15 PM. The color you see here is pretty close to how it looked to the naked eye, although the stuff on the ground was a little brighter than the dark blobs you see. 

Creation is pretty awesome, folks.

My brothers and sisters, if you read my posts here and comments you should have figured out by now that seriousness is not my strong suit. Believe me, my joy and lightheartedness comes not from a life of ease but, rather through hard times, sorrows, a crushed heart and long battles with despair. It is GRACE that most precious of gifts that God grants and the unshakeable assurance of FAITH, both free gifts granted by His Most Esteemed Majesty through the Divine Sacrifice of The Lord Jesus Christ and the filling of every fiber of my being with The Holy Spirit that brings as the hymn says "Joy unspeakable and full of Glory". I'm far from perfect, yet I stand Justified, freed from the stain of sin's dark shadows being Sanctified by the Ultimate Love of God Most High. The words of James, the Lord's brother echo in my heart to "count it all joy..." James 1:2. and the great comfort of Paul in Romans 8: 31-39 and Phil 4:11. The Lord has taught me to live these words.
   Brother Ed has spoken prophetically on his blog, the things he sees that may happen. I must be completely honest and admit that I've thought "nah". It just seemed a bit too out there for me sometimes but, twice in the last couple of days totally out of the blue I've been hit hard with an inexplicable sense of foreboding that something very dark is coming. Now one might think "aw, come on Mr Iain you're watching too much news and it's getting to you". Well, here's the rub, for the last 6 years I have completely disconnected myself from news media. I'm not meant to "stay current" , it's bad for me and my calling which is to be a blessing, to bring the love of God into people's lives, to lift up and encourage my fellow believers to live in the joy of obedience to God's law through faith in His Son. 
  Change is coming, tribulation and persecution is on the way for those who for sake of conscience cannot and will not conform. America is not, nor has it ever been a Christian nation under any covenant from God. Supporting Israel does not grant us special status rather, it brings God's wrath. The people who believe this, if ever given the power to do so will be the ones who come after us like Inquisitors. They are the children of their father, the same father of the Pharisees.
   Remember, Christ our Lord was tested in ways that we cannot begin to conceive and sinned not. He took upon Himself to full penalty for our sin. He has imputed to us His Righteousness. 
 "Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that first loved us". Stand firm, 
God bless you all.

Today, I was out back of the house working in my junkyard, I repeatedly disturbed a yellow jackets nest, instead of being stung to death, the critters went about their business as though I wasn't even there. It was only as finished my work that I saw it, I jumped back in terror, though I'm not allergic I am highly sensitive and a single sting causes huge painful swelling  and I hope I never get several. Then I realized I had disturbed that nest first thing. When a heart led person covenants with God's creation to nuture it, to do as little harm as is necessary for one's survival and acknowledges their own part in creations groaning with a contrite heart, creation responds in kind. God knew I didn't disturb that nest on purpose, therefore those normally highly aggressive bugs went about repairing the damage I made. Later on, when a thunderstorm came up I went outside and took a block of wood and a piece of roofing tin to cover the exposed part from the rain. Tomorrow, when the guys show up to take my old Toyota mr2 away I'll make sure I'm the one who hooks up the chain to pull it out of there. I've poured gas down hundreds of yellow jacket nests over the years but, not this time. I want to shine God's Glory for these fellows, who will tell me I'm crazy. No, I ain't crazy dudes, I'm blessed.

Again it's the Lord's Day and I pray the Lord pours his Spirit of Rejoicing, of Love and Worship into your Hearts this day until it overflows and washes those around you like waves breaking on a rocky shore. It is my fervent hope and prayer that wherever you are, that you be richly blessed. If you are by yourself, know this, you are not alone, the Spirit of the Living God is with you and nothing can separate you from His Love. Sing hymns and spiritual songs with all your heart, raise Holy hands to Heaven and be Blessed. Let us pray for one another that no matter where we are, we are one body united in Praise to our Blessed Redeemer!! Let His Glory shine through us ever brighter by living His Law with a pure heart. All Honor, Glory, Majesty and Praise to our Precious Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen and Amen.

There were a few young men in our church, who were the right age around 9/11 to be caught up in the fervor  of those times who enlisted in the US Infantry and USMC. They went to war, encouraged by people like me who were part of what has now been identified as the military-evangelical complex. When things started going badly, a USMC Vietnam, multiple tod combat veteran stood up in church one Sunday and denounced what was happening "it ain't right". I respected the man but, I was also mad. That respect kept my mouth shut but, over time and educating myself about real reasons for the war; Islam and the multiple cultures within it, I came to realize that Big Jim was right and I had been duped but, by then it was all over, the players were gone and all that is left is the damage inflicted on our own and on our enemies and tens of thousands of innocents. Broken lives, caused by people I helped elect in 2000,2002,2004,2006,2008,2010 and 2012. Since then I vote anti-incumbent regardless of party. Seven elections, I gave full and absolute support to murder. I blame myself and people like me who were true believers for that blood, for without blind acquiesce it couldn't have happened. Those in power hold a greater responsibility because they wanted it all along. I have repented of my sin and have received grace. It still hurts when I look into the faces of those young men I "Huzzahed!!" off to get revenge . There is only one path to peace, geopolitically and that is remove all US military presence in the Dar al Islam, bulldoze Zionist Israel into the sea and negotiate and pay the blood price. That's never going to happen and so the USA piles sin upon sin upon sin. 
        My prayer request is for "C" a remarkable young man who is married with two kids and works with the youth. My son in particular is close to him and I'm trying, in spite of a twenty year age gap, we both ride motorcycles so, that's a start.
   I've always held the belief that if those who started and ran wars were required to have the first blood spilled their own, we might have less of it. Can anyone name me the last war truly endorsed by God because both sides always claim it. Our war between the States, WW2 the allies claimed it, the Germans had "Gott mit uns" on their uniforms. Truth is you'd probably have to find it in the OT.

Below are three videos in the Bible's Wisdom Literature series: Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, and Job. You may have read Ed's blog post on them. They provide a wonderful overview of the three books, with accompanying animations, and they seem refreshingly free of Westernized interpretations that you might hear in sermons that try to make everything "relevant." We at Radix Fidem, perhaps paradoxically, can find a wealth of basic, but useful, information in dispassionate, secularized Biblical scholarship and history rather than the words of preachers. The former tend to accept facts as they are, while most preachers you're likely to hear/read will filter these facts through the Western perspective.

I am utterly certain there are some other mystics and heart-led folks out there. A few have subscribed to my blog, but they seldom comment. However, we have hardly scratched the surface. We don't need folks signing up for our little community thing here, but it would be nice to come up with a list of blogs, sites and/or books that indicate folks who share the substance of our faith.

Tomorrow I'm going to post something to that effect. This is our time as heart-led people and the Lord is about to move in ways we cannot imagine. We need to at least acknowledge one another. I'm proposing that we begin praying and thinking how we might come up with a way of fellowshipping with these other folks. More important is the potential for encouraging each other. A page of links or something? I can't and shouldn't decide this by myself.

I'm not so hung on myself or Father's Day in general to really take it so seriously. It's an excuse to have a cookout for me, basically. But going to church and having the pastor exacerbate the battle between the sexes, almost going so far as to backhandedly insult all the dads in the congregation, was too much for me.

The absurd sermonizing probably got worse. I wouldn't know because Mrs. Break and I walked out early to clean the house and get started on making some food. That seemed a lot more useful and important than listening to a pastor bitch about the latest media outrage.

Starting to think "church" isn't for me.