08-28-2018, 11:54 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-28-2018, 11:57 PM by IainH.
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I tried calling again Tuesday am, same as before. I had chores that needed doing around the house, hard labor for me. My friend keeps a livestock, more of a hobby than a vocation so, maybe it's bad timing on my part. The burden I had from the Lord has lessened. I think He's telling me to visit and not neglect friendship, I'll keep trying to reach him.
On the home front, I told my wife if I couldn't find good enough work within her now 24 day deadline, I'd move to where the good jobs are, live cheaply and send $ every week. Her reaction was the typical hissy fit "don't bother!" I'm trying to reassert my covenant authority as chief. For too long, because I have "difficulties" and she was breadwinner , I surrendered that authority due to the shame of not being man enough to hold a job for long. Employers take a dim view of workers who are out four days a month with spine problems. Legally they have to accommodate employees with disabilities but they find ways around it, especially when I'm not "officially" disabled. Part of me just wants to pack my sh*t and go gypsy but, that's probably not in the best interests of my kids but, neither is witnessing their parents fight half the time and not talk to each other the rest. If I'm a bum, then I'm a bad influence and shouldn't be around them anyway. Pray please.
On the home front, I told my wife if I couldn't find good enough work within her now 24 day deadline, I'd move to where the good jobs are, live cheaply and send $ every week. Her reaction was the typical hissy fit "don't bother!" I'm trying to reassert my covenant authority as chief. For too long, because I have "difficulties" and she was breadwinner , I surrendered that authority due to the shame of not being man enough to hold a job for long. Employers take a dim view of workers who are out four days a month with spine problems. Legally they have to accommodate employees with disabilities but they find ways around it, especially when I'm not "officially" disabled. Part of me just wants to pack my sh*t and go gypsy but, that's probably not in the best interests of my kids but, neither is witnessing their parents fight half the time and not talk to each other the rest. If I'm a bum, then I'm a bad influence and shouldn't be around them anyway. Pray please.