06-26-2024, 06:41 AM
Praise to the Lord that my employer volunteered leave of absence to take care of mom and manage our way through the complex byzantine process.
I'm seeing the best and worst of our medical system these days. Amazing health workers and some who have no business being in the industry.
The industrial, bureaucratic and impersonal nature of the system is exhausting.
Pray that I keep my eyes on what's important and don't wallow in how this is effecting me.
While suffering and death comes with mortality I perceive active malice afoot in this whole experience also. I'm asking the Lord to go before me and follow after and that I please him through this ordeal.
There have been wobbly moments, only the living God can help me.
I'm seeing the best and worst of our medical system these days. Amazing health workers and some who have no business being in the industry.
The industrial, bureaucratic and impersonal nature of the system is exhausting.
Pray that I keep my eyes on what's important and don't wallow in how this is effecting me.
While suffering and death comes with mortality I perceive active malice afoot in this whole experience also. I'm asking the Lord to go before me and follow after and that I please him through this ordeal.
There have been wobbly moments, only the living God can help me.