(07-27-2021, 06:01 AM)Ed Hurst Wrote: This sounds familiar. As always, I could be wrong, but test this, Brother: You are in a Gethsemane Garden moment. Some part of you needs to go to the Cross, and it's not happy. You are the only human who knows what that might be, so I suggest we pray that the Lord show you. Some part of you already knows the answer, but it's not conscious yet.
I know exactly where the wall is but, I ain't about to blabber it online. It is the simplest thing but, it's just, I don't know everytime I go near it. It's very hard to explain and the "experts" opinions don't cut it.
I'll add this: I thought it was a purely psychological block until well, the first thing I did when it was revealed to me that it was also a spiritual battle perhaps even solely a spiritual battle was to reach out here. Other believers can pray, they tell me they do but,...who knows so many just say what they have to or think you want to hear in the moment.