Grief and all that

[forrealone]

Well, this Friday will mark five weeks since my beloved husband passed away.  It has been rough at times, I must admit.  Father blesses me SO!  I am suffering some from PTSD in that the "burnt into my brain image of his dear sweet face, marred by the gunshot, as I was instructed to and tried CPR" appears in my mind and it is at times difficult to shake off.  That is when it gets really hard.  Father holds me very tightly at those times even though at that moment I am lost in that image and cannot feel His Arms.  Fortunately it passes and the frequency is decreasing. 

Prayers for strength and courage at this time would be so very much appreciated!