02-26-2019, 12:37 PM
I wasn't thinking much, I never do but, but more on that L8r, when this thread idea flittered over like a Butterfly to land on my nose. "Really, mmm..." So, I Iguess my Father was showing me stuff I need to know, for some reason. I don't have a clue yet but, now it's digitized forever well at least until the Coronal Super Mass Ejection takes out the grid. That's why I keep antique vehicles and spare, what little electrically sensitive parts they have i.e. Ignition modules in an old microwave. Enough nonsense!
As I said before, I figured out a little bit of the hearts true purpose all on my lonesome. I have, for as long as I can remember, been sensitive to things that defy reason and are regarded in the west as hallucinations or an overactive imagination. My experiences would be considered paranormal and the thing was I believed the paranormal to be reeeedicuuulous! There I was, still western trying to figure out something definitely outside of standard American Christian practice using western means, which means I was trying to pull myself out of very deep, thick, sucking mud. I didn't have a whole lot of time to work on my problem. I was just laid off, dealing with all the stuff that goes with people dying of cancer, first Michelle's Dad, then my own and trying for the second time to earn a bachelor's degree.
I studied the different forms of mysticism. The problem there was everything focussed on "the mind" and as I mentioned earlier, my brain was and is not exactly my greatest asset. I can't say I was troubledtroubled, more like frustrated. There was something missing that my intuition was telling me was out there but, I'd be damned if I figure it out. It was just a brushed finger away. Testimony is goodgood, it allows us to sense our commonality. That's all for now so tune in next RaFer time, same Rafer channel.
PS. I using the repeater tablet while the goodgood one charge, it's as irritatingirritating asasaasasas ever! It repeats several times too and no matter what I try I've yet to find a way to get it to do it deliberately.
As I said before, I figured out a little bit of the hearts true purpose all on my lonesome. I have, for as long as I can remember, been sensitive to things that defy reason and are regarded in the west as hallucinations or an overactive imagination. My experiences would be considered paranormal and the thing was I believed the paranormal to be reeeedicuuulous! There I was, still western trying to figure out something definitely outside of standard American Christian practice using western means, which means I was trying to pull myself out of very deep, thick, sucking mud. I didn't have a whole lot of time to work on my problem. I was just laid off, dealing with all the stuff that goes with people dying of cancer, first Michelle's Dad, then my own and trying for the second time to earn a bachelor's degree.
I studied the different forms of mysticism. The problem there was everything focussed on "the mind" and as I mentioned earlier, my brain was and is not exactly my greatest asset. I can't say I was troubledtroubled, more like frustrated. There was something missing that my intuition was telling me was out there but, I'd be damned if I figure it out. It was just a brushed finger away. Testimony is goodgood, it allows us to sense our commonality. That's all for now so tune in next RaFer time, same Rafer channel.
PS. I using the repeater tablet while the goodgood one charge, it's as irritatingirritating asasaasasas ever! It repeats several times too and no matter what I try I've yet to find a way to get it to do it deliberately.