12-06-2018, 12:48 AM
Update: I'm diagnosed as having General Anxiety Disorder, the meds make me feel numb, neither up nor down. That is unnatural for me as I've been kinda bipolar as long as I can remember. They say this feeling will diminish as my body becomes adjusted to the drug. If it prevents a repeat of last week I'm willing to put up with it. There is, with a couple of exemptions, a "not talked about" history of mental illness that runs through the family. Naturally, I'm concerned that I'm next but, I don't sweat it because God is in control and whatever happens it shall be to His Glory, Amen.